Holy shit I get to see Luke one last time before he goes.
Fuck yes fuck yes fuck yes.
I’m so happy right now.
Gettin’ drunk with the most beautiful man ever.
Love life right now.

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Okay, I need to type this out: I had an amazing day with Luke. His entire family is so loving and wonderful and I really feel so welcome and like a princess. He treats me like I’m perfect, and he calls me beautiful throughout every move I make. It’s the greatest feeling in the world when I’m with him and I feel completely filled up to the brim with love. There isn’t a single person who makes me feel as he does. If you’ve read any of this shit I’ve been tying up, you’d know that Luke is leaving for Europe on Tuesday. Well, tonight was that last night I got to see him before he left. As we went on in the car back to my house, which is a long drive from his moms, I could barely breath. I tensed, and as I did, I held his hand tighter. I screamed the lyrics to every song that played to try to relieve the idea of him leaving. I know it’s only two weeks, but he’s not only my boyfriend. He’s the greatest person I know, the most inspiring, talented, loving, caring, beautiful, and wonderful man I know. If there was a single person I knew that was better than him, well, there isn’t. Fuck, if love were real before, who knows how real it is now. I do, that’s for sure. He makes me happy, completely. I know he’ll be back, I know it’s not permanent, but I can’t keep myself from crying. He carried me to my door because I couldn’t let go. I was crying my eyes out on my doorstep, knowing it was inevitable. I actually thought for a split second, a Morrissey song. “If a ten ton truck smashes into us, to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.” It would, if I didn’t have to let you go. I want him to be safe, I want him to be here with me. Please, everyone keep him in your thoughts, hopes, prayers, whatever you do. Cross your fingers for him to come home safely. I’ll miss the man I love, I’ll miss him more than ever. I remember the song that played when we had our first kiss, Youngblood by the Naked and Famous. The album that played when we first made love, Codes and Keys by Death Cab for Cutie. The songs we both know all the words to. I’ll let those songs sing me to sleep while you’re away, Luke. I’ll always be thinking of you. I love you, I miss you, come home safe. You’re the best.

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